Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Rising Dread

People started their oral defenses yesterday, and I have to admit its freaking me out. Seeing people sitting in a room waiting to do their orals, looking nervous; hearing professors talking in the mail room about whose exam is today; other students running around grinning because they made it through.

I guess I sort have been in denial about orals for a few days now. Its easy to do when there are so many legitimate distractions (like class). But they are coming faster than I think. 12 days.

I have no idea if I will pass, and no idea how I will feel about passing or failing when it happens.

And I hate uncertainty.

1 comment:

Julie D said...

Positive thoughts coming your way!!!